Life as Hazara - Know the Suffering
My life as Hazara is just miserable. I feel myself really alone , insecure and scared. The streets which we used to roam around as fearless child are no longer safe, now passing through those places I feel scared, fearing from a sudden bomb blast and the death .
I wake up in the morning with the hope that situation in Quetta will get better, no more killings will happen but when I turn the TV on, read the newspaper and the tweets from masses , huge number of killings specially Shia Hazara killing news welcomes me.
I feel grieved and scattered. When they ,the so called Muslims kills my hazara nation men i feel like they have killed a piece of me too.
Recently I dreamt.The dream was so real that I heard them striking our door with their guns and feasts. That dream was so horrible.
If state remains silent on hazara killings then that dream can come true .
I have many friends in different universities of Baluchistan. Some of them were passed out in comparatively good times and remaining are completing their education.
The way to SBK university along BUitems is not safe. Any incident of target killing causes" do an attack" situation on those routes. My friends they are worried about their completion of education. They don't know what to do since their lives are in danger.
Life as Hazara in Quetta means to live with fear and taking your life on your palm. I do not mean that Pakistan is a heaven except Quetta. I am saying that bad law and order situation here affects Hazaras mostly. We are circled in our areas only . It seems that we are living in a camp. We can't shop from city side. We can't go to education institutions. Our labours , shopkeepers can't go to main vegetable markets. Our people can't travel on some roads like spini and saryab road.This is living in detention.
This was the physical effect that our movement in the city is restricted but the psychological effect is even worst .
My people are sad in their own way. They are in trauma.
Some are laughing over sadness ,when sadness crosses the limits it turns to reflect in unusual ways. Some people becomes so quite. They are speechless like having no tongue in theirs mouths.
Some Hazaras turns out to be so aggressive. If their aggressiveness is not taken care of ,they can affect Quetta in long run , especially the frustration and aggression of those who lost their nearest and dearest ones.Children are confused,shocked,fearful with innocent eyes asking too many questions about their future. Unfortunately neither their parents nor the state have any answers for them.
Moreover weather it's Hazara family gatherings or public ones we crave for security.When we get together instead of sharing a good light moment we mourn the deaths of our jawans and children.Our elders keep praying for safety of the nation. They pray for prevention from unseen danger. Hazaras young or old , men or women all say words of curse for Jannat bridge builders.
By doing so they hope that if Government and international media is not listening and responding then surely Allah Almighty will help. Not in literary but in real means
Hazaras have no one except Allah Almighty.
Women who are known to be fond of shopping.
Quetta hazara target killing snatched their fondness too.A hazara woman said that they are now offering more Fatihas home to home then once they used to attend marriage ceremonies . Most of the hazara females agreed to the common feeling that now they are no more attracted to shopping and fashion etc , if their father, brothers and husband , children are not safe, then how can they enjoy life ?
Decision Makers should feel the pain of Hazaras and try to heal it by targeted operations against killers else they will loss the peaceful, brilliant , Pakistan loving,loyal nation the Hazaras forever. Our graveyards are running out of capacity already.
I wake up in the morning with the hope that situation in Quetta will get better, no more killings will happen but when I turn the TV on, read the newspaper and the tweets from masses , huge number of killings specially Shia Hazara killing news welcomes me.
I feel grieved and scattered. When they ,the so called Muslims kills my hazara nation men i feel like they have killed a piece of me too.
Recently I dreamt.The dream was so real that I heard them striking our door with their guns and feasts. That dream was so horrible.
If state remains silent on hazara killings then that dream can come true .
I have many friends in different universities of Baluchistan. Some of them were passed out in comparatively good times and remaining are completing their education.
The way to SBK university along BUitems is not safe. Any incident of target killing causes" do an attack" situation on those routes. My friends they are worried about their completion of education. They don't know what to do since their lives are in danger.
Life as Hazara in Quetta means to live with fear and taking your life on your palm. I do not mean that Pakistan is a heaven except Quetta. I am saying that bad law and order situation here affects Hazaras mostly. We are circled in our areas only . It seems that we are living in a camp. We can't shop from city side. We can't go to education institutions. Our labours , shopkeepers can't go to main vegetable markets. Our people can't travel on some roads like spini and saryab road.This is living in detention.
This was the physical effect that our movement in the city is restricted but the psychological effect is even worst .
My people are sad in their own way. They are in trauma.
Some are laughing over sadness ,when sadness crosses the limits it turns to reflect in unusual ways. Some people becomes so quite. They are speechless like having no tongue in theirs mouths.
Some Hazaras turns out to be so aggressive. If their aggressiveness is not taken care of ,they can affect Quetta in long run , especially the frustration and aggression of those who lost their nearest and dearest ones.Children are confused,shocked,fearful with innocent eyes asking too many questions about their future. Unfortunately neither their parents nor the state have any answers for them.
Moreover weather it's Hazara family gatherings or public ones we crave for security.When we get together instead of sharing a good light moment we mourn the deaths of our jawans and children.Our elders keep praying for safety of the nation. They pray for prevention from unseen danger. Hazaras young or old , men or women all say words of curse for Jannat bridge builders.
By doing so they hope that if Government and international media is not listening and responding then surely Allah Almighty will help. Not in literary but in real means
Hazaras have no one except Allah Almighty.
Women who are known to be fond of shopping.
Quetta hazara target killing snatched their fondness too.A hazara woman said that they are now offering more Fatihas home to home then once they used to attend marriage ceremonies . Most of the hazara females agreed to the common feeling that now they are no more attracted to shopping and fashion etc , if their father, brothers and husband , children are not safe, then how can they enjoy life ?
Decision Makers should feel the pain of Hazaras and try to heal it by targeted operations against killers else they will loss the peaceful, brilliant , Pakistan loving,loyal nation the Hazaras forever. Our graveyards are running out of capacity already.
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